talkin' 'bout my... motivation?

I'm becoming less and less motivated to work by the day. No, make that by the hour. I get to work and I sit and stare at my computer screen for about an hour. I surf the Internet; checking blogs, FF, LP, and LJ.

I'm not that crazy about my job. Some days are better than others but lately, it's becoming too stressful. I have a million things to do and I don't know where to start so I put them off for a day or two and, in the mean time, other shit starts piling on top of it. What am I supposed to do with myself? One of these days someone is going to notice that I'm not the best employee I could (should?) be.

Part of me just wants a change. I'm tired of driving to Dothan every day. It's a very tedious drive and it eats away at two hours of my day. Ridiculous. I need something local. Or I need to work from home. I need/want a lot of things that I simply can't have. Boo hiss.

I can't seem to pull myself out of this funk. I've been in it for a few weeks straight now. Completely unmotivated to work, feeling lousy, less energy, putting off exercising. [sigh] Maybe it's because I stopped my Prozac and stuck with just Wellbutrin. You'd think ONE antidepressant would be enough to keep me out of the pit of despair but I guess it's not.

Life. Not all it's cracked up to be, sometimes.